๐ข๐ฝ๐ฒ๐ป๐ถ๐ป๐ด ๐๐ฎ๐ ๐ถ๐ป ๐๐บ๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ถ๐ฐ๐ฎ (๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐ข๐๐ต๐ฒ๐ฟ ๐๐ฎ๐บ๐ฒ ๐ง๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ธ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฟt ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐ช๐ต๐ ๐ ๐๐ฒ๐น๐ถ๐ฒ๐๐ฒ ๐๐ป๐๐๐ฎ๐)
I donโt know when I fell in love with the idea of baseball. This is bothersome, because I like to know exactly when things begin so I can blame them properly later.
What drew me to it?
Maybe it was that unnaturally beautiful moment in โThe Naturalโ when the beautiful Robert Redford sends the ball screaming into the stadium lights, smashing them, and then takes his victory lap in a shower of golden sparks. When I watch that scene I think, yes, I would like all my victories, no matter how small, to involve sparks.
Or perhaps it was that afternoon in the Spring of 1989 at the iconic Cine Capri in Phoenix. A new immigrant, I was still high on an optimism that Iโm sad to say feels a bit naive today. It was also my first time at the American movies, and I bought a ticket to โField of Dreamsโ because the title sounded hopeful, which is often how these things begin. I didnโt even realize it was going to be about baseball, which now seems like missing a fairly large point.
Afterwards, I did what I do when something gets under my skin. I went out looking for some more of it. At the old downtown library, I checked out the novel on which the movie was based – W.P. Kinsella’s “Shoeless Joe.” I’ve since read it enough times that I canโt really tell whether I love the story or just the feeling of believing it.
Most likely, though, I love baseball because it is built on the completely unreasonable idea that anything can happen. The kind of anything where you are absolutely certain of one outcome and then, suddenly, you are dead wrong. โIt ainโt over โtil itโs over.โ This morning feels less like a line from Yogi Berra and more like a little life raft.
Because yesterday (Opening Day, no less) was also the day the ย Republic of Ireland and the Northern Irelandย ย national football teams lost their bids to advance to the World Cup, and I am, in a completely disproportionate and deeply personal way, devastated.

Because yesterday (Opening Day, no less) was also the day the ย Republic of Ireland and the Northern Irelandย ย national football teams lost their bids to advance to the World Cup, and I am, in a completely disproportionate and deeply personal way, devastated.
This is the problem I think with loving sports. They donโt care about your emotional schedule. They donโt consult you before breaking your heart. One minute youโre imagining glory, queen of the world, and the next youโre staring at your phone like it personally betrayed you.
And this is where baseball comes back
in, the way it always does.
Baseball says come back tomorrow.
Baseball says there are 162 games. You can afford to be wrong today.
Baseball says the story is never as finished as it looks.
Baseball feels a bit like America, at least the version of it I first encountered, in 1989 and maybe the version of it weโre grappling with in 2026. Messy, inconsistent, occasionally heartbreaking, and yet aspirational, built on an almost delusional belief that things can turn around. That the game isnโt over. That it canโt be.
Every year, as a new season gets underway, Kinsella’s words come back to me:
Baseball is the most perfect of games, solid, true, pure and precious as diamonds. If only life were so simple. Within the baselines anything can happen. Tides can reverse; oceans can open.
Perhaps an extravagant way of describing a game played in the dirt, but heโs not wrong. And itโs exactly what I need to hear when everything feels, briefly, finished.
Anything is possible.
Play ball.
Go Red Sox.
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